What was this feeling bubbling up inside him? Fear? Horror that even the most private corners of his mind weren't safe anymore? Or maybe, more painfully, it was something resembling relief. That he had something else to blame for the weakness he felt. That sliver wedged in an unreachable part of his heart that did want to be Aracha again, poisoning him with shame.
He already knew Kaine's name. What other secrets had already exposed themselves? Those wicked, selfish thoughts... Give in. Take me back. I'll be anything you want, just to stop feeling so empty. Love me, even though I'm unloveable.
The possiblity that he'd been brought so low before this man... Kaine could not endure it. His mental 'voice' cracks and trembled as he borders on the edge of hysteria.
no subject
asleep...
......
What was this feeling bubbling up inside him? Fear? Horror that even the most private corners of his mind weren't safe anymore? Or maybe, more painfully, it was something resembling relief. That he had something else to blame for the weakness he felt. That sliver wedged in an unreachable part of his heart that did want to be Aracha again, poisoning him with shame.
He already knew Kaine's name. What other secrets had already exposed themselves? Those wicked, selfish thoughts... Give in. Take me back. I'll be anything you want, just to stop feeling so empty. Love me, even though I'm unloveable.
The possiblity that he'd been brought so low before this man... Kaine could not endure it. His mental 'voice' cracks and trembled as he borders on the edge of hysteria.
How much.
How... much have you seen.]