MWM CONT’ (but gayer maybe)

[markofkaine]

[When Kaine stormed out of the house, he had no direction. He simply wanted to explode - so that the swirling hurricane of loss in his chest could finally erupt out of him and tear his feeble body asunder, scattering it to the winds where he’d never have to feel this pain again. Instead, he manages to knock a tree or two over, screaming with each strike before escaping into the treetops.

Somewhere high. Somewhere he won’t be found (delusional). Kaine toys with the idea of simply living up here in the trees forever - the idea of going back to the house where Adrien once was and is no longer makes him feel sick. The spectre of love, haunting him like a ghost, shadowing every cold bed and empty doorway. Its claws dig into him, and he can’t help but weep.

At least hidden in the canopies, no one can hear him. He can empty himself into the dark.]

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[markofkaine]

[Kaine doesn't seem to be listening to him. His hands, balled into fistfuls of Sett's shirt, seemingly want to keep throttling him - only the spirit has died. He lies there, (not thinking about how his face is basically pressed into the biggest tiddies in town,) crumpled and defeated.]

Why won't you... just leave me alone...

[themightybosstone]

Because I care about you? Because I'd like someone else to talk to cuz it fucking hurts me too? Because, you dumbass jackass, shit for brains, he might be that to you but you're that to other people! Because for the love of money you should fucking NOT be alone right now?!

[markofkaine]

[One of the most frustrating things in the world was when Sett had a point. That wasn't supposed to happen. He was supposed to be a meat headed idiot and they could continue to not address many multitudes of things, and that was that.

The cosmos wanted Kaine to be alone! This was just proof! That every good thing in his life was underserved and would eventually be stripped away, bringing him back to nothing.

It hurt. In his dark melodrama, he wanted Sett to hurt too. Misery shared, but not halved - doubled, large enough to swallow them both, so at least if Kaine couldn't share in happiness, he wouldn't drown alone.

Teeth grit, he growls out the words, in audible pain,]

He loved you too, y'know. He talked about you all the time. He wanted... wanted......